blackness road

so thinking about doing a blackness facebook page to let people know whats going on up here...note to self check out the broughton street facebook page!

leaflets cost money.

website. could cost money. suppose if you wix it with adds it would be cheaper....or get mark to make one....then just need to pay for the domain name. hmmmm ideas

dead mower

So the OH has started the grass, but our mower is fucked....typical! he borrowed his granparents. le sigh, nothing goes as planned. Right must hoover the shop and do the dishes!

Thoughts to ponder

http://www.entrepreneur.com/article/246270

I will maybe talk on this tomorrow... Just thought it was important. Two of my customers say they like to be good to themselves, and they get more work done. Maybe I should try it!

Growth

I'm currently sat in the car while oh walks the dogs. I really should have gone with him, but I have no energy bars left, my head is so sore and I did try and sleep but I dunno, it's not soft enough!
I did get most of my to do list done today but it was a hard push....and I'm still coughing my lungs up.

Look at my sweet peas and chillis, going to repost them tomorrow into the big tub. And that should be them, I will do a bit of googling though and ensure that's ok, I want to make some macrame hanging baskets too....

Test knitting a pattern soon, found some stunning yarn. Need to sell stuff first! Text books are a go go! I will never use them. What's the point!

Things to do when I get in,
Washing on, make bed, undies away, sweep and mop bathroom floor, scrub the outside of the shower....UMM what else make a card for my dad, or use one I have

Really struggling in my headspace at the moment. Really wish I could fix it.

Taking mum to see wicked on Monday since she missed out due to the possibility of shingles!

Right here comes OH,

Days off, how do they work!

Mondays, Mondays are my day off, I look forward to these days so much, to have a sleep past 10am, to mope about in my pyjamas, catch up on knitting, do some cleaning, work on projects i have started, or want to start, cuddle the dogs. Then it comes to a Monday and i just want to sleep the day away, i am sat here in my jammies, watching murder she wrote, working on my dads hat, under my duvet, and i dont want to move. The bathroom needs to be cleaned, its gross, the bed needs changed as the mutt was sick on it, i need to put stuff away, plan business stuff, work on the new window diaplay, head to the shop and pick stuff up for this evening. but i cant be arsed moving, and then we are back to the whole freaking out about time as i need to go to the yarn bombing this eve. and i cant be arsed to leave the house. Im not sure if this leaving the house thing is anxiety, or laziness, or just comfort. I really dont know. It doesnt make sense to me, it comes from the days of working evenings and everything had to be done for a certain time so that i could go to work, but now its ridiculous, i mean ill be back at 8, thats still like 3 hours of home time. i really dont understand how this works. im not sure how to fix it! Maybe a cup of tea, and clean the bathroom...lol. 

But first i shall finish the ribbing on my dads hat! 

Writing it down helps! Sigh. 

Brain mush

This pic has no relevance to how I feel.

Monday's are odd for me, they are my day off on my own, I always feel so much pressure to do work stuff, be busy, clean, when all I want to do is sit and chill. I feel almost guilty for sitting watching murder she wrote, but it's the only day I have to work on what I want to. Then there is the pressure of getting the OH at 4.30 and walking the dogs. It's like being back at the Odeon, which is silly because after I walk the dogs...the evening is mine! Gonna do more knitting and then dye maybe after tea! Means I'm not in the way for making tea. Plus it's only 2.40 that's ages. Just chill out dude!.

I also now have a skipping rope...once OH comes home. Never thought about that for loosing weight. Need to get the Wii Matt out to see how fat I am!

Right pizza should be ready...om nom nom!