Saturday, 2 January 2016

a feeling of numbness



For some reason my brain isn't working, I feel like I should be being super productive, but my brain just wants me to sleep. Im going to friends tomorrow and I just want to stay on the sofa, and then my bff is coming for a visit on Sunday and again I just want to sleep. It'll be great to see them but oh man, so tired. And then that leaves Monday for business planning but I will probably just sleep then I am back to work on Tuesday. I really hate this depression, it rules my life, I try not to let it but actually it really does.
I finally fixed a dress that the washing machine ate a few years ago, and I finished my indigo dress, woot two more outfits in the fatty wardrobe.
Think I am going to sleep now, or maybe knit, I'm not sure. Fucking brain.